Again

I have been travelling on this road too long
Harsh, dark and hellish roads alone
Struck by false hope
Not only once or twice but more than I can cope

But I rise again and again with God as my strength
Travelling the road with what I have
False or real hope, no one knows
Believing a light will come closer

As I now at the end of tunnel
Seeing a bright light I never see before
"Is that another stupid imagination?"
Taken me aback with traumatic condition

I sit and relax, my mind say again
"Stay! Do not go out, you will die again!"
But my heart pumps me to take turn
Risking my hope, again to be burned

Hope that will make me alive once again
And trust myself to change the world
Again.