December 29, 2010

Malaysia wins= Public Hol?

Malaysia vs Indonesia
1st Leg : 3-0
2nd Leg : 1-2
Aggregate : 4-2

Malaysia wins AFF Suzuki Cup and our Prime Minister declared that this Friday is public holiday.
Congrate Malaysia and nice game performed by both Malaysia team and Timnas Indonesia.! 
btw, please read my two cents regarding this.

*Full Final AFF Suzuki 2010,the first leg is HERE.*

ps: PM, bdak2 UIA tgh cuti la minggu ni. UIA kene wat cuti ganti. PM's order. :p

Watch LIVE Indonesia vs Malaysia Final 2nd Leg AFF Suzuki Cup.

December 26, 2010

Malaysia vs Indonesia (not football )

I've been watching a video of Malaysia vs Indonesia football match of AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 (not final) at GBK,Indonesia lately. There's a scene of when Malaysia national anthem-Negaraku being 'boo'-ed when the anthem been played, by SOME Indonesian fans (if Malaysian fan did that too, that wouldn't be nice.:p).

What I'm trying to focus is WHAT'S GOING ON?. Not to condemn those Indonesian fans.

SOME Malaysian would say something "Ditch that, Indonesian in Malaysia just a maid or construction worker.Ungrateful people. We give you a job."...Wait!. ohoho..WHO ARE YOU to say something like that. Are you the one that give ALL Indonesian those jobs?.Come on. They indirectly built our beloved country. Most of workers that built KLCC, Sepang Circuit and other thing are Indonesian.( I say 'Most' because there were some Malaysians worked there like my uncle).So.we're merely a human.Weak Human.

Just for a break.Almost every day, there are some cats always leave behind its poop a.k.a 'cat perfume' in our hostel and every time, i want to go to bathroom or other places, my brain keep thinking "curse-u-cat!-even though-u're-so-cute". Next day, those poops gone.Thank God!. Personally, I thank those Indonesian worker that clean and throw those poops. The student want to clean that thing by ourselves?..pfffttt..maybe, there's slightly chance,they will clean it.Maybe.

Thats why, I hate to attach on racism, but would prefer to attach on my religion,Islam.No boundaries. All human is same.

If this thing still happens to some extent, can you imagine Titanic II crush an 'iceberg' and all of us suffer and die. Please.Just stop. purghh..I'm sick of it.Please be matured.Even my 3-years-old lil brother can think about this straight :P

Peace no war.:]
Love Malaysia and Indonesia.Haha.

ps: I wonder who is responsible to ignite this hate among us.

*terpikir tentang ni sebelum tido.terpaksa bukak laptop balek.Post sebelum idea hilang.*

*read this article wrote by our Indonesian friend.Great rite?*


Ole Ole Malaysia.

I know there will have another match for this Final AFF Suzuki Cup.I know.I know, and many of us said "please dont be TOO happy, this is just a first leg", but this is all about 'is the glass half full or half empty" thing. If u're a glass-half-full person, u will think this positively. come on, enjoy this moment for a while. :]

Btw, Good Luck Malaysia for 2nd leg.

December 24, 2010


"Where is your hometown?"

"Where do u live, ur origin?

"are u kelantanese?, I wonder"

"u're a Sarawakian?"

"where are u from?'

The question that some strangers (cikgu ke, bdak2 baru kenal ke) always asked me when we start to know each other.

Reaction : Confused face.

"Pardon me, did u ask me whether ,where i live or where i born?"

I can answer that question with many answers.Sabah? Sarawak? Kelantan? Terengganu? Pahang? 
Funny things, if they ask me,"which district?".ohoho. sorry, too many answers to choose, mate!

Sabah and Sarawak.
- I spent my most childhood time in Sabah n Sarawak.Live in a bungalow (sewa je) with other families. That house have many scorpions like we have many pet cats around our typical house (Uia, kat UKC byk gle).
-Sabah, lived at an island known as Pulau Penyu (sounds like Pulau Penyu, i guess.kinda.). Always ate turtle egg.haha.

- Stayed at my village.There are two moments I remember most. First, I spared with another boy, kampung boy.Well I lost after he used fighting technique like a Thai Boxer. Come on. that's not bad after all for me as an Island Boy. Island boy vs Kampung boy. perghh epic.!

- next day, when we played "Police Entry" or known as "Buaya Duduk", me, that didnt know much bout its rule, used "lastik" to shoot one of these boys and he cried. urgh,come on,I thought he's a tough guy. U're kampung boy, rite?..after that day, i  never play that game again with them.hoho.

-Pahang is the biggest state in Peninsular Malaysia, so, there were many districts I lived, one of them is Kuantan. First day I enrolled in that school, I spoke Kelantan dialect with teachers and friends. "Mung nok g mano pahni?..g make jom?" or "Ni negri Pehe dop?" and they will have this 'this-boy-is-from-another-planet?-or-he's-an-alien?' face.haha. after few months, i could speak Kuantan dialect.( every district in Pahang have different dialect eventhough there are in the same state).

-I just stayed in this state for just 6 months bcoz my dad had a problem with his co-workers, i guess.huhu. then, my house now in Kuala Lipis.

In wiki, there is a term for this type of children.

third-culture kid (TCK / 3CK) or trans-culture kid is "someone who, as a child, has spent a significant period of time in one or more culture(s) other than his or her own, thus integrating elements of those cultures and their own birth culture, into a third culture."[1] TCKs tend to have more in common with one another, regardless of nationality, than they do with non-TCKs from their own country.

Now, i have a problem to communicate with my family, even though we're TCK. we have different culture bcoz, my bro tend to speak using Lipis dialect like "‎0k jew law nak blanje..." or
"kowUnk TngOk r cndri Lagu nie...ApiT nIe sbeNanyer memBer kpd meMber Akak Ak...".wtfish.!

My sis tend to speak standard dialect or KL dialect.sometimes Kelantan dialect.

Ironically, I can easily squeeze in any state-based group. When I join conversation of Kelantan group, I tend to speak Kelantan and same apply on another group. Sounds i have many friends rite? 

The truth is they are just an acquaintance, not a close friend. I guess I just have 3 or 4 close friends.huhu.

It seems the acquaintance also bring great help in certain situation just like Malcolm Gladwell said-

"People weren't getting their jobs through their friends. They were getting them through their acquaintances. 

Why is this? Granovetter argues that it is because when it comes to finding out about new jobs -- or, for that matter, new information, or new ideas -- "weak ties" are always more important than strong ties. 

Your friends, after all, occupy the same world that you do. They might work with you, or live near you, and go to the same same churches, schools, or parties. How much, then, would they know that you wouldn't know? 

Your acquaintances, on the other hand, by definition occupy a very different world than you. They are much more likely to know something that you don't. To capture this apparent paradox, Granovetter coined a marvelous phrase: the strength of weak ties.

 Acquaintances, in short, represent a source of social power, and the more acquaintances you have the more powerful you are."

TCK sounds cool rite?.oh, now, i'm an Adult Third Culture Kids (ATCK).haha

*If I born in Kelantan, it means I'm a Kelantanese?*


This song is all about one man that didnt have any food left except moldy bread.( Budjav Lebac).
It happens in certain countries. This is sad song n .....funny. :,)

December 21, 2010


it's been awhile i didnt post anything. i just woke up from very long and deep sleep.(u decide whether it's literally or figuratively)

recently, i just learned about probability in Math. It reminds me about my youth back then. SPM, high school n etc. Suddenly, i feel so old and wish, i already achieved my targets that i set back then. ( the truth is, i'm not.)

I'm not trying to teach probability here.( if u want to learn it, ask my lec)

The basic thing about probability is how many ways we could find to achieve something ,for example, 100++ ways to unlock a briefcase that has a combination lock of digits and letters. (i'm not teaching, just explain to make sure u can refresh it back about probability  :P)

Something is related about probability and my life.

Funny thing, it's how I try to find my true self in this wild world. It's all about try and error.

Throughout this year, I always want to find true self. so, there are many times I pretend as someone else,to try out whether this or those personality is suitable for me or not.

Sometimes, i'm just using my theory to choose the most suitable persona. Leader?. Pious? Athlete? Carefree?

Am i hypocrite?..i dont know, try to find out by urself. that's not the main issue here.

oh, yes. i forgot about main factor that i couldn't find myself. that's principle.that's just like a fundamental of probability.

If I know exactly what i'm looking and craving for, i will narrow down my big scope. Just like how we want to find the combination lock for a briefcase. Our focus : combination lock, not its color, its size nor its weight.

oke. done. now, i want to find my true self. just do it but not blindly, it based on my principle.

i will find that combination lock and unlock my 'self'' briefcase.

Now, i'm already on the right train to become the SAHEL AKMAL. 
This gonna be a LEGEN.........wait for it.........

*planning for travelling in Europe*



November 01, 2010

18 years of living.

6574.365 days.

achieved any targets?..some targets.

Muhasabah diri.

It reminds me, I'm getting older and matured.

ps: Thanx for Kenny Rogers walaupon sanggup dtg dr jauh.
     Thanx for bday prank. (MEDCY) T_T
      Thanx for hundred of bday wishes (walaupon just dropped by kat FB)
      Thanx for bday wishes walaupon no. henset korg, ak terlepas pdg save.huhu
      May Allah Bless all of you.

October 29, 2010

Hope and Regret.


HOPE is a very strong and unique word.

Barack Obama also used this word instead hundred of words for his campaign when he ran for the President of United States post.

Hope is a word that completely can fit in ourselves.

You hope for a better world,
They hope there are no wars or economic problems,
Muslim hope the world can see Islam is a peace religion,
We hope we can become a rich person in 2-3 years.
We hope everything is going smoothly without any problem in our life.
We hope we can live or study abroad at overseas.

"Hope" makes human can strive and reach their maximum capability to get something they want in their life.

We hope for good grade for exam result.So,we study hard and smart all day, we ask our lecturer anything we don't understand, we buy many reference books, we make a study group to discuss our subject each other.


How about if all your plans for "hundred years"didn't worked as you HOPE it supposed to be.

You hope to get an opportunity to study abroad at overseas but you stuck at local university.
You hope to become a great chef , but, you come out as a guard.
You hope for beautiful wife but you didn't have a chance to get married for many years.


As humans, the feeling of regret will come out and unavoidable, especially when what we want already in front of very eyes, but, somehow, for whatever reason, we can't get it. Maybe we lack of guts, support, financial problems, or we under a circumstances that make it impossible for us to get what we hope.

This is a situation for the phrase " If only I....." easily slips in?

If only I study harder and smarter,
if only I didn't waste my time with something unreasonable,
If only I know how to manage my personality.

So, our beloved Prophet already gave us as an good advice.
Abu Hurairah (may Allah be pleased with him) reported : " The Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings be upon him) said, " A strong believer is better and dearer to Allah than a weak one, and both are good.Adhere to that which is beneficial for you. Keep asking Allah for help and do not refrain from it. ( If you're afflicted in any way), do not say , "If I had taken this or that step, it would have resulted into such and such" but only say," Allah so determined and did as He willed". The word 'if' opens the gates of satanic thoughts.
Sahih Muslim.

Regret is a very negative feeling. Sometimes, because of regret, people do something stupid like didn't believe what was happened, suicide or kill other person, become a crazy person or the worst is they didn't believe on God. Nauzubillah.

There is no positive outcome if you just keep thinking " If only I...." for something that already happened except if you're thinking like :

"If I study harder next time, maybe I will get a better grade."

It's okay if you're thinking to reflect your own mistakes and change for the next time.

"When one door closes, another opens. But, we often look so REGRETFULLY upon the closed door that we don't see the one that has opened for us."

So, how to decrease or make that regret feeling disappear from our life?

Allah, our God already promised us :
Abu Said and Abu Hurairah reported that our Prophet ( Peace be upon him) said " No fatigue, nor disease,nor anxiety, nor sadness, nor hurt, nor distress befalls a Muslim, even if it were the prick he receives from a thorn, but that Allah expiates some of his SIN for that."
 Al Bukhari and Muslim.

Come on, an obvious choice for us as a human that always do many mistakes and sins.

Just imagine, you're walking to go to a supermarket happily, and accidentally, you hit a rock and suddenly fell.
Two choices :
-Keep thinking " If only I had not went to the supermarket, then, I wouldn't fell" or
-Quickly thank Allah for giving you an opportunity to expiate some sins.

We as a Muslim already given a promise by our God that He will expiate our sins if anything 'bad' happens.
We are lucky right?

This is based on my experience that my unit had been assigned to invite the exhibitors for main event in our university. We set an ambitious target to invite Petrosains, Planetarium, Pusat Sains Negara and etc. 
Hey, there's nothing wrong about being an ambitious,right?.That's what we supposed to be.

There is one week before due date and we still been rejected by all those people that are busy handle their own event. Oh.! We already contacted many exhibitors. Just imagine, you have less than a week to invite someone to fill in a large space in our university's hall and no one can't come.

I kept thinking if only I had been assigned for another task, maybe just a Special Task, that will be no problem for me. 
But, there is one question keep puzzling in my mind that time " How about I manage to handle this problem, that will be a new EXPERIENCE, right Sahel?"

Maybe after this, I know how to sweet talk exhibitors to come to our main event.
I know how to communicate with someone like Dato' or CEO of company.
I know how to manage if there's no exhibitor for exhibition.(huh?)

Then,I texted Bro Afiq, my close friend a.k.a my co-advisor to ask his opinion how to deal with this problem.

First sms I got from him :

Plan for the worst, hope for the best, Bro.!

 Good ,simple advise to solve my problem?. For me, my answer is YES. (Thanks Bro! )

I already forgot that we as a human just PLANNING for what we want and only Allah has a will to make it as a success or not.

After I contacted all those exhibitors, I came out with the BACK UP PLAN- the worst plan I didn't want to do- to setup our own booth and make our own exhibition about Muslim Figure in Medicine World. huhu


Our life is boring if it runs too SMOOTHLY.

It needs some different type of problem to make it interesting.

Life is a bed of roses, right?

Ps: Oh!.I forgot. The Discovery Week exhibition is a success when two days before due date,
TELAGA BIRU SDN.BHD. agreed to come as an exhibitor.Alhamdulillah, I knew HE just want to test me. :')

Jom pi TELAGA BIRU Booth, skang ni tgh diskaun 10%-35%.hoho

October 27, 2010


1. Thank the person who gave you the award and the link of the person :
Thanx BRO! haha. simple and easy.

2. Spread the award to 15 blogger who you like & you think their blogs are awesome :
i will list ,maybe 5?
n all the blog that I follow.

3. Tell 7 things about yourself :
-19 years old 0 month 0 day.
-Currently reading What the Dog Saw - Malcolm Gladwell book
-a medical student.Insha Allah
-respect the others' opinion.
-Love coffee.
-Want to be an unofficial chef and designer.

October 04, 2010

Change-- Henshin..!

Kamen Rider KABUTO cool kan?


Have you ever watched Kamen Rider KABUTO or other Kamen Rider?

They have their own belt to CHANGE and become a Kamen Rider.

Cool kan?...

Sound childish ?..

When I watch Kamen Rider, that HENSHIN (Change ) keep me  changing in my life.

Is it not easy to change rite,?..I admit it. That's a fact!.

Maybe, your parent or your friends,they always keep asking you to change yourselves. Maybe your habit, your attitude or just your appereance but no one can change us, except....yeah..US..! Only us can change ourselves.

I have this idea that everyone want to change.At least, everyone would think about it even just one sec.

The poor want to change become a rich person

The bad criminal want to change become a good one.

The burnt out person want to change become a motivated.

The just-little-ugly man want to become a handsome and charismatic person.

You have that tought rite?

Maybe I'm not a suitable person to teach you how to change but, I'm just saying.

So,here we are.

1.Don't change ..........drastically.

 Oh.! Let me share you my story.

My first year at university, I had this feeling, I mean burnt out feeling. My life is confusing, studying inconsistently, boring life and yada yada yada.

Then, one day, I made a decision to CHANGE after I read some motivation books. I set my new vision and targets, I made a timetable,change my room's appereance, change my personality, always go to the mosque, i CHANGE everything ,like I'm the most motivated and systematically person in this planet and guess what?..yeah, after one week, I forgot my vision, hardly seen my timetable,and that's all..!, I felt like a hypocrite that time because I didnt felt that was myself.

That will happen when you want to change yourselves everything DRASTICALLY. Change is a good thing, Don't get me wrong BUT if you change smoothly, you will achieve your own target.

How about this analogy (terpengaruh dgn Cg Ali,haha.Cg Ali, Cg Ali ), you own Proton SAGA car that you always drive it to go to your workplace or your university.

One day, you send it to workshop and they modify EVERYTHING about that car, its engine, its bumper, its appeareance and become a Mitsubishi LANCER EVO. Yeah.! Only one day . How does it feel when you see it?..Do you FEEL that car is YOUR Proton SAGA when you drive and see it?..Absolutely NO.!..It become completely different from your car and you feel like "This is not my car, where is my car huh?"

How about this? You modify that car, but you don't change it drastically. For example, this year, you change its tires, after one year, you change its bumper, and so on. After 10 years, it become like this. Different huh?.but, if you keep driving that car ( not literally ) in that 10 years and keep modifying. After 10 years, when you drive that car, its seat, its smell, it is familiar rite?..and you know and feel

" This is MY car..!"

geddit?....x paham?..oh crap..nape aku dok menulis mende mengarut ni ..haha

Exception :

If someone must change drastically like become a Muslim revert. That's completely different. They must face many hardship to change themselves and please guide them. Tabik spring dol..!

2.Set your target and REWARD yourselves.

When you want to change, you must set reasonable target. Different types of change have different targets.

For example, you always sleeping when lecture time, so, how bout ur target is to hold ur sleep for just one HOUR?

Another example, you want to deactivate your FB account for the rest of your life, and how about you deactivate it for just one WEEK first time, and after you achieve that target, reward yourselves.Maybe just a candy or shopping time, I don't care, choose your own reward. Then, after two days, set new target to deacvticate it for one month.Keep doing it until you can deactivate for the rest of ur life. Easy huh?..Target, reward, target , reward.


This is the most difficult part about change. Maintain your achievement.

My close friend that I know her since childhood. One day, I don't know, maybe her head hit a rock or something, she changed became a very good girl, start recite al-Quran Kareem everyday, always helping people, talking like an educated woman, like "Are-u-sure-this-is-Rin (bukan nama sebenar ) ?". Alhamdulillah, that's a good sign, but after maybe one month, she turned back to become her oldself.

There are two factors that we need to focus to maintain our achievement.

First, you need a guidance that can always support you, give advice, guide you like friends, parent or teachers.

About Rin, no one guide and advice her .So, she was easily burnt out.!

2nd. Knowledge.

Yeah, knowledge. If you want to change and maintain it, you must have your knowledge by your side.That knowledge will guide you when there is no one to guide you.

By knowledge, you will find a good reason why you change.


so, let CHANGE...!


*Special for Kamen Rider KABUTO fan*

p/s : I want to be a better man

September 27, 2010

how about ' HI ' ?

Have you ever find someone that can live by himself?..i mean like Mr. Lonely or worst than that..?

Seriously, i admit that, it's not possible to find a true-friend-until-you-die friend IF you take account to many impossible characteristics to become your friend like charismatic, stylo, macho, can make a good joke, rich and etc. Hey, wake up!..Nobody is PERFECT,rite?

When I set my mind that my friends are not perfect and put our difference aside,  it's too easy to find anyone as a friend. Maybe, you just don't know how to make a friend (not because you're an arrogant ) because he/she have too many differences between you.

My Abah told me, "Tegor je sume org, Dato' ke, pengemis ke, sume darah warna merah..manusia juga".( "Just friendly talk with anybody, a Leader or beggar, all of them is human with red blood too like us" )

so, how about just say ' Hi..! ' if you encounter them or maybe just smile, if you don't have enough courage to say 'Hi..' (too shy person only.)

If you are a Muslim, spread the Salaam...Assalamualaikum..hoho

Do this and expect some difference in your life. =)

Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react

sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses

i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies

if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me

Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way

Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
of the reasons why

We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from teary eyes
if we just try try try
to open up a can of understanding open up your heart
i'm just planting seeds
cause i believe

We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

if we could try, just to be nice
that could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
Oh that could be so beautiful to me
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September 25, 2010

my pets..=)

Elder brother...

Oh..I'm the eldest brother in my family..and I think it's been awhile I didnt give any advice or some's job.

and Mid Sem Break, Ibu asked me to send my sis to Kuala Lipis by bus because there is something important that she must attend.

Seriously, when we are talking each other, she is like a stranger, I didn't know her problems, her friends, her concern like I cant read her mind (everyone cannot read people's mind..i mean Literally cannot).*All my siblings studying at the hostel school*
When she started discuss about her problems, like 'why this is happening to her'.. about many problems.

I said " How about I tell you the story of the Japanese fishermen ( I read it in Life is an Open Secret ) ? Then, you reminisce whether your problem is REAL problem or it's just some kind of..."

*speak in Kelantanese dialect*

The Japanese have always love fresh food. Fresh crabs, fresh prawns, fresh fish, fresh sushi, and anything fresh, but the waters close to Japan have not held many fish for decades.So, to feed these Japanese people, fishing boats become bigger.

The farther the fishermen went, the longer it took to bring in the fish. PROBLEM?..yeah..there is a problem here.The trip took more than a few days and the fish would not be fresh.Like I said, the Japanese only love fresh food, and hate the taste of not-so-fresh fish.

Problem?..So, they need solution here.They install freezers in their boats and they will freeze the fish while catching the fish at sea.Freezers allowed them to go farther and stayed longer.

Maybe the Japanese is too picky, they could taste the differences between fresh and frozen, and they did not like the taste of frozen fish.The frozen fish being sold at lower price.

"Any idea to solve this problem?."asked me.

This time, they installed fish tanks.The idea was this- they would catch the fish and stuff them in the tanks-ALIVE. After little trashing around,the fish would stop moving.They were tired and dull, but they were still alive right?

How about this idea?..Nah, FAILED!. The Japanese could still taste the difference. Since the fish did not move for days, they had lost their oh-too-fresh-fish taste ( Picky2 Japanese,huh ! ).They preferred the taste of lively fish, not sluggish fish. "We want lively fish...!, We want fish..!, We want want fresh fish...!"

That is when they had their brilliant idea. Not sluggish fish, not frozen fish.

They came out with new idea. To keep the fish tasting fresh all the time,the Japanese fishermen still put live fish into the tanks, but, now, they add a small shark to each tank..! The shark eats a few fish, but most of the fish arrive in a very lively state, because they now have to swim actively to avoid being eaten by the shark (eventhough , they will being eaten by that Picky Japanese). The fish are challenged.

My sis asked, "So, do you want to tell me we must always use many solution to solve our problem?.."

Me " Kind of, but there is something more important than that."


Me "The adversities, the problem that we face in our lives are actually our little sharks- sharks that we need to make sure we stay awake,alive, vibrant and active (so, we can be eaten by that picky Japanese because we're fresh fish.hoho ).These sharks will make us more competent, intellegent, matured, and persistent in our lives.

How about we begin to slack off in our duties (maybe sometime,I did that), growing tired?...

Yup,we will be eaten! (not literally)

My sis "Yeah, great!.That's how our life works"


I have my little sharks that always wandering around me to eat me.

 His name is Hitam (not little one). He always keep me busy to handle many activities at UIA.
He is a tough one and not my pet. Still cannot tame him.What the FISH!

This is a cute one. Everyday I meet her everywhere. Always bite me but, I can handle her.
Make me always keep studying. Name? "ExamO". Now, his big bro want to eat me a.k.a MUET.hehe

 This is Baby Papadomabuchi. Juz weird lil fish that make keep me asking too many 
weird question about life,religion, politics, society and yadaa yadaa. (That's me in that pic..hoho)

P/s: How about your SHARKS, my frens?

September 20, 2010



Burnt Out..Unclear..

Still trapped in darkness and cannot find any way out

I want to find back that LIGHT

And catch it using my own hand and never lose it again...

Insha Allah...

p/s : Ye..Baru aku faham perasaan org yg x bleh catch up sesuatu dgn CEPAT

August 02, 2010


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July 01, 2010

am I dreaming?

Everyday was plain and boring day for me,I started my day wake up to perform subuh prayer and go to the class, and ended up with finishing my assignments or blogging. Nothing interesting,right?
But,i'm always believe that will be a turning point in our life either that change our personality or our skills.

That day, one of *MEDCY committee member, Fahmi, asked me "Bro,you want to become a committee? because i want to fill in nomination form to nominate u",

"Dont kidding me bro,haha,are you sure? Up to you bro, that's ur rights to nominate anyone.".

I didnt care about all those nomination things because i'm sure that i will be not selected as a committee, i didnt have any intention to become a committee in my life !

FYI,MEDCY make an event known as *AGM to select new committees and using new system, all 1st and 2nd years must fill in nomination form a week before AGM to become a committee either your friend nominates you or you nominate yourselves.

That day, nominee must deliver a speech in 1 minute without any preparation as a manifesto in front of hundreds of students.

I keep asking myself,"Sahel, are u sure u want to become a committee? This is all about responsibility.are u sure? are u sure?"

SPEECH , that is something I never did once in my life and that night, President of MEDCY said to nominees,"All of you must deliver a speech"...

haha,that's a joke right?.I never deliver a speech and now, I must deliver without any preparation,OK, I'm done! but my principle is if u start something, u must finish it all. Futhermore, I want to try something DIFFERENT.hoho

Alhamdulillah, that night, i have my great teacher that always by my side and never let me down.He always teaches me something new .i still remembered that, once i joined PLKN,and i must recite a poem in PLKN Culture Night in front of hundreds of people. He teached me how to do it, in front of me when i recite that poem. weird rite?haha

there are some tips to deliver a speech teached by Sir EXP(for BEGINNEERS only,hoho)

1. Never make an eye contact with audience if you deliver a speech without any preparation.

2.Always match your body language and how you look.(thanx, Fikri and Luqman for your suggestion what i must wear)

3.Never say to audience that u're not ready.

4. Use simple word and easy to understand, for example, if not all of audience can understand English, just speak in Malay because we just want to make them understand what we talking about.

5.Lower your pitch. A low tone of voice is considered authoritative than a high-pitched voice,which is associted with fear and anger.

6. Never state your achievements in school or university.That's not gonna help u because there are hundred of students out there that have higher achievement than yours. They just want to vote a LEADER.

6.Vary the speed. Speaking fast creates a mood of anticipation and energises audience. Speaking slowly and calmly creates trust.

7.Well-placed pause for effect. Pause when you stop at important point. Audience will eagerly await what you want to say next.

8.Leave a simple but impactful conclusion or question to interact with audience, e.g."Never judge a book by its cover"

Alhamdulillah,i won that committee post.*pinch,am i still dreaming?
btw, i want to thank my great teacher,Sir EXP,that help me to deliver a speech smoothly and i hope i can be a good and responsible committee.Insha Allah..

 *new line up of committee.

P/s: thanx to all of AGM committee members.AGM was awesome!

*MEDCY- Society Club for Medic,Dentist,Pharmacy,Allied Health Sciences and Nursing student.
*AGM-Annual General Meeting, an event attended by all MEDCY students that have a main purpose to vote and select new committees for MEDCY.

June 27, 2010

Millions of World

NEW YORK - resident Kathy Evans brought humiliation to her friends and family when she set a new standard for stupidity with her appearance on the popular TV show, 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire.'

Evans, a 32-year-old wife and mother of two, got stuck on the first question and proceeded to make what fans of the show are dubbing 'the absolute worst use of lifelines ever.' After being introduced to the show's host Meredith Vieira, Evans was posed with a typically easy initial $100 question.

The question was: 'Which of the following is the largest?'

A) A Peanut
B) An Elephant
C) The Moon
D) Hey, who you calling large?

Immediately Mrs. Evans was struck with an all consuming panic as she did not readily know the answer. 'Hmm, oh boy, that's a toughie,' said Evans, as Vieira did her level best to hide her disbelief. 'I mean, I'm sure I've heard of some of these things before, but I have no idea how large they would be.'

Evans made the decision to use the first of her three lifelines, the 50/50. Answers A and D were removed, leaving her to decide which was bigger, an elephant or the moon. However, faced with an incredibly easy question, Evans still remained unsure.

'Oh! It removed the two I was leaning towards!' exclaimed Evans... 'Darn. I think I better phone a friend.' Mrs.. Evans asked to be connected with her friend Betsy, who is an office assistant...

'Hi Betsy! How are you? This is Kathy! I'm on TV!' said Evans, wasting the first seven seconds of her call. 'Ok, I got an important question. Which of the following is the largest? B, an elephant, or C, the moon. 15 seconds hun.'

Betsy quickly replied that the answer was C, the moon. Evans proceeded to argue with her friend for the remaining ten seconds. 'Betsy, are you sure?' said Evans. 'How sure are you? Duh, that can't be it.'

To everyone's astonishment, the moronic Evans declined to take her friend's advice. 'I just don't know if I can trust Betsy. She's not all that bright.
So I think I'd like to ask the audience,' said Evans.

Asked to vote on the correct answer, the audience returned 98% in favor of answer C, 'The Moon.' Having used up all her lifelines, Evans then made the dumbest choice of her life..

'Wow, seems like everybody is against what I'm thinking,' said the too-stupid-to-live Evans. 'But you know, sometimes you just got to go with your gut... So, let's see... I'm going to have to go with B, an elephant... Final answer.'

Evans sat before the dumbfounded audience, the only one waiting with bated breath - and was told that she was wrong, and that the answer was in fact, C, 'The Moon.'

p/s: i'm not trying to humiliate her, but, that's what happened when you live in your own world, you think u're clever enough to live in this world. Even, the genius, Albert Enstein can become a dumb person, if he think he is clever person.

In fact, everyone is stupid but, we are clever in different field, like a taxi driver knows many things about taxi than a doctor and a doc knows many things about medicine than a taxi driver.So, never compare yourselves with other people and think you're more clever or you're more dumb.

Dont live in your own world but, we must travel in millions of world.

June 21, 2010


salam and heya....

it's been awhile i didnt post anything..even i think i want to lock my blog and stop blogging..

it's because i'm kinda confused WHY i blog,for what reason i post something...because i think i'm not blogging because i want to blog

when i remembered back then, i want to blog because i want to improve my English,.i want to express my own opinions without any influence of other things.

Recently, i'm blogging because i want to please people to read my blog,i want to show to everyone "i'm the best" and i'm kinda hypocrite.

One of my friends that is old timer blogger since he was at secondary school, he said his blog now is all about his bright side, not original content and maybe there was copy-paste from another blog.

Then, he find himself blogging because he just want to increase his followers and pleased them. That's kinda of sad, rite? he know he is lying to his ownself and now, he start another blog that represent himself.

so, i must take time to make sure, i blog because I WANT IT!...


May 09, 2010

happy mother's day!

My mother is one of the most positive people I have ever known, and I have learned so much from her throughout my life. No matter the situation or how bad things appeared, she always looked on the bright side. Her entire world as a housewife might be caving in, but it was still a 'great day'. Have you ever been around people like that?

I called it 'active hope'.That kind of relentless hope is contagious. She always happy-delighted that Allah had given her a brand new day- and she know that, tomorrow was going to be even better.

One year ago, I received my SPM result and with self-cofidence, sure, I thought I will get straight A's....but,unfortunately, I just got 9A1 and 1 B3...huh?....I thought B3 is a biology subject but, it was an English subject...!...English?..

While my parents hugged me and said" Congratz" many times, I keep asking myself...why English?...I'm not a loser in English, I used to get highest mark in my class before..and for sure,i cant apply for any scholarship to pursue my study at overseas..

I began to sulk and then I began to list all my success from PTS (Penilaian Tahap Rendah) until PMR, results were always - flying colour-I was a perfectionist before- how tragic it was for me, I tend to climb to the peak of Everest and that day, I was buried in the ground.

I let my negative comments pour out of my mouth while Ibu just looked at me with an upbeat smile, the same she always had, and after I finished my pity party, she simply replied, "Well, you had a great life, my son- You always tend to get good grades, and wow, 9A's,,what a great gift..! and everyone is happy with ur result"...yeah..i can see my abah with his happy face, my friends, my teachers..hmm.."i dont know,Ibu, maybe, u'r right"
now, I always want to improve my English and one of my alternative ways is through blogging.=)

And when I didn't get JPA scholarship for PILN and just get it for local university, Monash University,Sunway...I started to think my dream is over..but, she said " There are thousands out there want to get JPA scholarship, but Thank God.. you get it and also get a chance to pursue your studies as medical student rite?"..then, I asked JPA to change my scholarship for Monash U to IIUM..wooh..

What an amazing way of thinking!.No matter what circumstances comes along,that woman always has a great attitude.

Did she recognize the reality of harsh situation and struggle?..Sure she did! her childhood,she just a daughter came from very poor family, and she managed to achieve her dream to become a teacher...!

What she chose to do about those situations was something else entirely.She chose to have hope that a better day was coming, and to believe that God always has everything under control. I realize now that I actually grew up in a household with a motivational person. She continually saw the positive side to every difficulties in life.

Although her food and lifestyle choices have not always been the best, my mother is getting older now but she is still experiencing vibrant health. I believe much of that good health is due her amazing ability to control her thought life. She tell herself what she is going to think, rather than allowing circumstances and problems in life to dictate her attitude.

A positive attitude won't give you everything in life, but it will bring you more than negative thinking. The way we think is a choice. So if you have a chance to choose one attitude or another, choose to be positive.We become what we think about. A person is what they think about all day long.

Our thoughts have tremendous power. if you sow a thought, you reap an action, if you sow an action, you reap a habit, if you sow a habit, you reap character, and if you sow character, you reap a destiny for a lifetime.

What we continually think about today determines who we will become tomorrow. What does that means to us?...It's simple- we have to change the way we think..!..Controlling our thought life is extremely important..!

p/s: thank you,Ibu, I will be a good son for you, happy mother's day everyday!

May 08, 2010

Break the siege..!

salam and heya..!

it's been awhile i didnt post any post for this week.okey, i dont want to post about 'Iron man 2' or ' Rossa Concert'

I just want to post about my family,my brothers, my sisters in Gaza.=(
Poster above is about event to help Gazans that always in poor condition. There is some info about this campaign and also siege that make Palestine like a cage.

Lifeline 4 Gaza is a collaborative effort between Malaysian NGOs to join an international campaign to break years of Israel siege on Gaza. They are working along with Free Gaza Movement who is based in Cyprus, IHH in Turkey, MERC and Kispa Indonesia, and other NGOs from USA, Greece, France, Sweeden, Germany, Italy, Venezuella and many more.

The flotilla is expected to depart Istanbul on 15th May 2010, comprising 20 ships and cargo boats to be laden with building supplies, generators, medical equipment and educational materials. They will sail through the Mediterranean Sea, carrying members of Parliament from countries around the world as well as high-profile journalists and human rights activists.

why break the siege?

The siege or blockade of Gaza started in June 2007. The blockade was supported by the governments of Egypt and the USA, among other nations. It consists of a land blockade along Gaza’s borders with Egypt and Israel, and a sea blockade maintained by the Israeli navy from three nautical miles offshore. It immediately followed the 2006-2007 economic sanctions against the Palestinian National Authority following the election of Hamas to the Palestinian government.

Prior to 2007 blockade, Israeli military has already imposed blockade of the Gaza Strip and closure of the Gaza International Airport, following the The Al-Aqsa Intifada which broke out in September 2000. The blockade worsened after the creation of a ‘buffer zone’ in September 2001, that would seal all entry and exit points in the Palestinian Territories. After 9 October, 2001, movement of people and goods across the ‘Green Line’ dividing the West Bank from Israel, and between the Gaza Strip and Israel, was halted, and a complete internal closure was effected on November 14, 2001.

More than 1.5 million Gazans have been cut off from the outside world and struggling with desperate poverty. The ongoing siege or blockade of Gaza punishes the entire population, young and old, by restricting the entry of food, medical supplies, educational equipment and building materials, oils, and virtualy any other basic supplies that are essential for a living.


I know someone will said,"naah, for sure, Israel or Egypt will block those supplies for Gaza"Maybe there is high possibilities this supplies will be blocked by Egypt or Israel, but there is also possibility this supplies will be transferred into Palestine. The most important one is, we as a human that always protect other human's rights, have show some efforts to help them.

I have read somewhere a Malay guy said, "why we must bother about Palestine-Israel issues?, if Palestine didn't against Israel, i'm very sure this world is in peace"...jokes!, come on man. okey, why Malay people want a freedom from Britian at 1957?.hmm, if you read history books, for sure, we dont want to be oppressed by those Britian. We want our own rights to manage our country by our own system, same goes with Palestine, they want to live peacefully and want their own rights.

For Muslims, please never insult someone who want to do some deeds because i have heard someone said "Those who just pray for our brothers at Palestine is nothing, they didnt help Palestine,"huh?. Please,who are you to say that, this deed is better than another deed.?

Only Allah knows the best.

قُلْ كُلٌّ يَعْمَلُ عَلَىٰ شَاكِلَتِهِ فَرَبُّكُمْ أَعْلَمُ بِمَنْ هُوَ أَهْدَىٰ سَبِيلًا
Say: "Everyone acts according to his own disposition: But your Lord knows best who it is that is best guided on the Way."

Ertinya : Katakanlah: ""Tiap-tiap orang berbuat amalan menurut keadaannya masing-masing"". Maka tuhanmu lebih mengetahui siapa yang lebih benar jalannya" ( Al-Isra : 84 )

oh, we can help our brothers and sisters in Palestine using many ways.

1) Lend your hand, i mean physically help. You can go to Palestine to help using your own skills.If you're a doctor, you can give a treatment.

2) Money.If you cant go to Palestine, you can give your money even only RM1.

3)Pray for Palestine will be free.

4)Attend any event or programme that supports Palestine.

5)Through writing whether in blog, fb, sms, email , books, or just a poster.

6)Give a sermon or speech about Palestine issues if you capable to do it.

7) Boycott the products made by the companies that support Israel.

p/s : I realized I'm not a pious person , but i want to do my best as a Muslim. Help Gazans.!,

[Get ready for final exam and camping]

oh dubai....

Dubai is quite popular because it have many high building and among them, it have tallest building in the world,Burj Khalifa.

But seriously, Dubai is planning to build this huge, talking statue for the Zaabeel Park. And I think there's a discotheque in the head.

Called al hakawati (the storyteller), the naked Dr. Manhattan/Jolly Green Giant monolith will ironically contain a children's library in the feet, some elevators, and will—get this—move as it recites stories to passers-by.

Dubai has outdone itself again.*sarcasm

p/s: first, tallest building, now tallest statue (berhala), end of world is coming soon :(

May 06, 2010

please forgive me...

Sorry Almighty because of my evildoings...

Sorry Abah and Ibu for not being a better son...

Sorry Siti, Akmal, and Suhayl for not beng a best companion u ever have....

Sorry my friends for not being your BEST buddy....

Sorry pals for any inconvenient....

Sorry my future wife for not being an adoring husband....

Sorry my prospective son and daughter for not being an admirable dad...

Sorry everyone for everything that i had done....

Sorry SAHEL AKMAL for not being a BEST Sahel Akmal in this world....

I'm very sorry,,,Please forgive me....truly sorry....

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